KONKON:D! i've been doing my homework and paying attention to uh, at least 75% of the lessons! yes i havent really daydream in class, really! i'm so impressed with myself, you should be too. but then again, this year everyone seems to be doing more while i'm still stuck with the basics, in other words, i'm still lagging behind! ah well, who cares i shall do the catching up along the way. i cant wait for O's to end. hurhur, isnt that way qianbian?monday had been a long day as usual, ah seems like detention is the only way to meet old friends hor! LOL qianbianzzz. oh wanted to get clothes at clarkquay though didnt spot any nice ones. reached home pretty late and head straight for bed after my hair got dried. oh i feel like cutting my hair again, i dont know whether izzit me or what. me think that its getting irritatingly thick esp when tied up! like too layered and not nice at all, damn i dont like it this way laa!
oh yeah, on a record, i've been eating only one meal per day for alternate days! wahaha, pro right? like monday all i had was chippy chicken shared with fat and i koped a little fries at audi,aha. tues was lunch and dinner at home, while i survived on just pizzahut's student meal for the whole of weds! had only macs on thurs, darn without maya and twister fries, thanks to elaine ong. while today i only had kfc buddy meal for the whole day! aint you impressed? one meal per day leh, you should be! even if they are mostly fastfood, ah welllll! ohyeah met some gays from fg at kfc who went "omgzz!" at us, i mean cmon, i thought thats what girls do? LOL, heck.
oh yeah oh man. i'm offically not ccaless anymore and that just made me feel depressing(i have the rights and the reasons to feel that way, ah you dont have to know who can disgust me,effortlessly!) i mean, joining a cca just for that goddamn points seems so lame! so i shall be known as ccaless to the public still! ah imagine if my points cant even make it till 20, i swear i will go kill that teacher who said cca points wont be counted anymore, i swear. thats it if we figure out who that smartass is. a pity calligraphy dont wanna accept anymore sec4s,how unfair. its like the slackeeeest and more fun? i really hate that xin teacher for that, must she be that mean huh huh huh.
the little things that meant much more. hell yeah i'm easily contented, way too easy, so much so till i need people to tell me about that. ah yeah thats the reason of sudden highness or drastic change of mood. well, maybe i've forgotten about it, but i should start reminding myself that life's part of life still.
i'm starting to doubt. i dont exactly know where i belong, yeah life's getting more and more confusing. but what to do? i dont know anymore, i really dont. wait-i never knew it in the first place, maybe thats why.
